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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 14, 2005 14:32:33 GMT -5
Ari walked into the school, and, seeing Yume, smiled and walked over. "Konnichiwa, Yume-san. What have you been up to?"
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Post by Daidou on Dec 14, 2005 14:49:36 GMT -5
Yume smiled at Ari, and replied,"Working in the shelter! And you?"
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Post by leon on Dec 14, 2005 15:52:01 GMT -5
Leon didn't reply to Rox's question and didn't even look up at her. He was too upset for that. He couldn't believe how much he'd hurt Dibbers. She seemed to be the only person that had an idea of what he went through and he'd screwed it up. He'd probably made things worse. What if he'd started a downward cycle, from which, she could never recover. Thinking like that only made him feel even worse. "Rox..." he said quietly, "Do you think...that I could just run away...and no-one would care?" He was seriously considering it. If he left now then he couldn't make things any worse than they were.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 14, 2005 16:26:40 GMT -5
Dibbers closed her eyes, She curled up as tightly as she could but somehow managed to not crush Evan. I dont need help off them.. i can handle everything on my own.. She thought.
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Post by Daidou on Dec 14, 2005 16:31:51 GMT -5
Yume shook the girl's shoulder lightly. "Daijobu?"She smiled once again.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 14, 2005 16:36:25 GMT -5
"Leave me alone..." Dibbers cried and became shrouded in a thick black mist, When the mist cleared Dibbers was gone. Dibbers reapeared at another part of the school, in an old area that was very rarely used anymore. "Well we are alone now.." Evander whimpered as he peered around at the darkness of the corridor.
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Post by Daidou on Dec 14, 2005 16:41:05 GMT -5
Yume sighed as the girl disappeared. I'll have to find her...
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 14, 2005 17:53:52 GMT -5
Rox looked at Leon. "I'd care Leon....and I know Jamie would too. You just push him away. He wants to help you, Leon. He cares about you. But you just push him away. And what about Dibs and Evan? We care about you, Leon! Please, don't run. It's bad enough that I don't have you for a student, but if I lost you because you ran, I dunno what I'd do...or Jamie too...." she went quiet.
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Post by leon on Dec 14, 2005 17:59:42 GMT -5
Leon was going to suggest suicide next but decided against it given Rox's reaction. "But...it's just too hard..." he replied, "I can't keep hurting people the way I am...It's not right..." A tear fell down Leon's cheek and he brushed his hair out of his eyes.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 14, 2005 18:08:01 GMT -5
Rox looked at him. "And no suicide attempts neither." She tentively hugged him, afraid of him pulling away.
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Post by leon on Dec 14, 2005 18:11:44 GMT -5
Leon did pull away. He didn't want her to touch him. He didn't feel worthy to be touched by anyone. He didn't even feel right being with her. He couldn't look her in the eye so he stared at his feet. He had already tried suicide before but decided to leave that little detail out. He pulled his sleeves over his wrists so that she couldn't see the scars.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 14, 2005 19:25:55 GMT -5
Dibbers sat in the darkness and breathed deeply, her head felt like it was being rip in two. "I want these thoughts to go!" she sceamed and held her head.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 14, 2005 19:29:56 GMT -5
"Leon, I'm not stupid. Jamie told me everything. But just because you push me away does not mean I will stop caring. and don't you DARE try suicide again!" She stood angrily. "You WILL not be rid of my love, and you WILL NOT be rid of Jamie's s either. You try to, but we keep coming back. Why don't you care? Think of how WE feel when you push us away, Leon." She turned and walked away.
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Post by leon on Dec 14, 2005 19:40:51 GMT -5
"You think I like being like this?!" Leon yelled at her, "I hate who I am! And do you know why? Because I am my father! I push you away because I will only end up hurting you, like I have Dibber's just now! I hate being me and I don't want you to get caught up in my problems!" Leon walked away from her. If the conversation progressed then he'd end up making things worse.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 14, 2005 19:42:51 GMT -5
"You need to be strong Dibbers..." Evan whispered. She knew he was right.. but she just didnt have the strength inside her to go on.
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