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Post by dibbers on Dec 11, 2005 18:53:05 GMT -5
Dibbers poked at Evan who was still sitting on her head, he carried on humming happily. "i dont have a mother.. nor do i have any other true family..." dibbers said coldly, Evan stopped humming and then slid down onto Dibbers shoulder, he gave her a little hug and then shouted out "LEON IS A LOOOOOOONEYYYYYYYYYYY!". Dibbers smiled at Evan, She couldnt help but be entertained by his insanity...
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 19:09:04 GMT -5
Leon angruliy stood up and kicked off the ground. He knew that Evan was right. All he'd been through had driven him insane. He flew up into the air and landed himself on the tallest place he could find. He needed to get away from them. He hated being talked to by pretty much anyone.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 19:12:35 GMT -5
Jamie finally emerged from his little ivy cave, and saw that Dibs was still sitting in the tree. He sighed.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 11, 2005 19:14:51 GMT -5
Evan had found something to cure his bordem, Two little wings popped out of his back and before Dibbers could grab him and stop him, Evan had flew up to Leon and was Fluttering around his head. "Evan! Get here!" She shouted as Her black wings opened up and she she started to fly up to where leon and Evander were.
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 19:19:23 GMT -5
Leon stood up again and flew off the tree he was sitting on and landed on top of the mansion. He was in a bad mood and didn't want to argue with Evan right now. Why can't he just leave me alone. This is why I hate people so much... he thought.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 11, 2005 19:24:22 GMT -5
Dibbers manages to catch up with Evan and grabbed im in her hands, She Slowly desended and landed on the floor softly. "Evan..." She sighed. "I know.. i know... , im sorry.." Evan whispered sadly and then bowed his head. Dibbers placed him back on her head and then walked off To the Large Backdoor door of the mansion.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 19:28:09 GMT -5
Jamie looked up at the top of mansion. "Leon!" he yelled
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 19:32:28 GMT -5
Leon sat perched on the roof of the manor and brushed his fingers through his hair. He didn't want to be like this. Why was he the way he was. Why couldn't he have been born into a normal family with a normal life. A family that isn't cursed. That's what it was. It was the stupid curse. He stood up and stared out over the land. "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO PUT ME IN THIS F*CKED UP FAMILY!?" he yelled out to the sky. He slowly sat back down again and held his head in his hands. "I just want to be normal..." he said quietly. A tear fell off his cheek and fell down off the roof and landed on the ground below with a small splat.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 19:42:48 GMT -5
Jamie closed his eyes. As he was a wolf, he was used to pain...but not like this. He heard Leon's heart-wrenching cry, and Jamie looked at the ground, before sighing. There was only one way to satisfy himself...but he not done it in a long time. He drew his pocket knife out, and flipped it open, and in one fluid motion, made a slash across his arm, close to his wrist, but not close enough to hit the artery that ran through his wrist. He watched the blood drip to the floor, and, satisfied, put his knife away. He sucked on his wrist, tasting his own blood. He shook his head, and said softly, "Never again...."
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 19:50:43 GMT -5
Leon wiped his eyes and looked down at the ground. Would a fall from here end this agony that he carried in his soul? He closed his eyes. Prehaps death would cleanse him and make him free. But, what would come of him? He couldn't go to heaven becuase he was a fallen one. And that left only hell. A place where he would experience even more pain. Could it be that he was supposed to suffer for all eternity? He looked out and saw a statue of his parents in the centre of the grounds not far from where Dib's tree was. "I hate you..." Leon said quietly. "I hate you for bringing me into this family..."
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Post by dibbers on Dec 11, 2005 19:54:07 GMT -5
Dibbers froze as she heard Leons cry, It jolted through her heart like a jagged blade. Tears began to run down Her face... She hated it when she cried. Her tears were never normal... There was always blood mixed in with them. "dont cry Dib..please dont..." Evan whimpered and clinged to her hair. "I Fucking hate this life... everyone has to suffer..." Dib whispered to Evander and then Burst into the mansion and head towards her room as fast as she could.
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 20:03:11 GMT -5
In a fit of anger Leon turned to his side and began punching at the wall of the mansion. "WHY! CAN'T! I! JUST! DIE!" he screamed as he continued to slam his fist against the wall. Eventually he fell to his knees, tears streaming down his cheeks and his hands covered in blood. He just didn't want to live anymore. He curled up in a ball and closed his eyes. He wished that he could just disappear into nothingness and never be heard of again. Life was slowly turning him insane. And Evan was proof. His hands shook as the pain from punching the wall began to settle in, but he didn't mind. The physical pain was nothing compared to the mental pain he felt. "Just...die..." he muttered.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 20:31:18 GMT -5
Jamie looked over at Leon and ran over to him. "Leon...please, don't do this!!" he said, the anxiousness in his voice clearly audible
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 20:45:08 GMT -5
Leon didn't listen to him. Why did Jamie care about him? Why should anyone care? "Don't make the same mistake that I have. Don't lock yourself away...or you'll end up insane and unable to go back to the way you were..." he said softly before jumping into the manor through his bedroom window. He had secured the door so that no-one could get in. He put his head in his pillow and cried. He couldn't take this anymore...He took one last punch at the wall, leaving a small hole, before rolling on his side to go to sleep. He rolled up in a ball and faced the wall. That way his back was to the world that he hated so much.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 20:56:07 GMT -5
Jamie cursed his parents. "LOOK WHAT YOU"VE DONE!!!" He screamed at the top of his lungs. "YOU"VE MADE US HATE OURSELVES!!!!!!!!!" He yelled, and hit the statues as hard as possible, causing himself to break a wrist. He didn't care anymore.
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