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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 21:09:15 GMT -5
Leon couldn't sleep. He could never sleep because of all the things that he thought about when he tried. And, on top of that, he could hear Jamie screaming outside. But he didn't mind too much; he never wanted to sleep. His dreams were horrible. It was like re-living every painful moment at the same time but with the pain rolled into one huge, stabbing, heart-break of despair. He awoke every single night bathed in the cold sweat of realisation that his every hope for happiness had been torn from his arms forever. Leon stood up and walked into the bathroom that was situated in his bedroom. He turned on the tap and washed the blood off his hands. They were still shaking in pain. He looked up in the mirror but quickly diverted his stare. He couldn't even look at himself. Leon picked up a chair from by the door and slammed it into the mirror, caising it to shatter all over the floor and himself. He shook the shades of mirror of himself and threw the chair back against the wall, destroying it. His bedroom was littered with broken chairs, tables and other things he's smashed up in rage and depression. There was also the odd, random sharp object lying around that had traces of blood on it. He walked into the centre of the room and stared down at the floor. He was standing on top of a large, red stain on the floor that was created about a year ago when he was desparate. He was still slowly dying now but he didn't think that hell sounded like a good idea. He walked back over to the bed and sat down. What was he going to do. He couldn't live. He couldn't die. He couldn't escape. He was trapped here. Forever cursed. "Damn you..." he said, referring to the parents that, in his eyes, he didn't have.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 21:19:04 GMT -5
Jamie stopped screaming, and turned into his cursed form, the shadow wolf. He let out a long, agonizing howl, and went and sat in a darkened part of the garden.
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 21:24:34 GMT -5
Leon heard Jamie's howl and walked up to the window. He had an urge to just howl back, so he did. He put all his pain and all his torture into it and suprisingly it came out very well. He then went back to the refuge of the bed and lay on his back, staring at the cieling. It seemed everybody in this house was demented in one way or another.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 21:53:16 GMT -5
Jamie heard Leon howl back, and howled again, this time the pain clearly expressed.
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 21:57:21 GMT -5
Leon quickly stood up again as he heard Jamie's reply. He felt like he just needed to howl. There was no explaining it. He took a long, deep breath and howled again, this time with his tongue touching the roof of his mouth so that it sounded better. He put as much emotion into it as he possibly could. ((Hehehe...i read about how to make really good sounding howls...but i never get anywhere to practice. it'd look kinda strange just howling in my bedroom...))
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 11, 2005 22:05:36 GMT -5
Jamie heard, and let the sounds mix and become the same. When he completed his, he rested his head on his front paws and closed his eyes
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Post by leon on Dec 11, 2005 22:09:34 GMT -5
Leon fell back onto his bed after he'd finished howling with Jamie. He felt a little better but was still as depressed as always. He lay on his back and closed his eyes. Maybe some sleep would do him good. Unless...the dreams returned.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 12, 2005 11:20:09 GMT -5
When Dibbers entered her room she flung the door open with a black aura, Shutting and locking it behind her She stood there breathing deeply. She looked at the Pillow on her bed, it was stained with bloody tears,Her Once white sheets were now covered in red patches. Sighing a little and whiping her tears onto her arm she sat on her bed. Her room was so empty and dark, She didnt have a window and the only things in her room were her bed and a small Black chest on the floor besides it. "I hate my life!..." Dibbers screamed as she fell backwards onto her bed. "Please dib...dont cry.." Evan whimpered as he Wiped Some blooded tears from Dibbers eyes."Please Dib dont do anything stupid..Don't try anything again.." Evan pleaded as Dibbers Started to reach for the black chest. Dibbers opened it and looked through, It was full of blades,Diarys, and many strange and terrible things. "Im just getting my diary..." Dibbers lied and before Evan could do anything she took out a needle and rammed it into her arm. The black liquid inside flooded out into Dibbers cold veins. "DIB!, you.. you said you wouldnt do it again..." Evan cried as he took the emtpy needle from her arm. "This time its right.. This time i wont wake up........" Dibbers Uttered before losing Consciousness . "DIB!" Evander screamed as tears began to run down his face.
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Post by leon on Dec 12, 2005 12:20:33 GMT -5
Leon heard Evan's screams and quickly clambered off his bed and headed towards the door. He flung it open and ran over to Dibber's room. He burst through the door and saw her on her bed with the empty needle in her hand. "DIB!" he yelled as he ran up to her and tried to revive her. Her and Jamie were the only people who he felt knew at least something about hte pain he felt. HE wasn't going to let her go. "YOU ARE NOT LEAVING ME HERE ALONE, SORROW!" he yelled, he didn't call her Sorrow often, but this time it was more of a natural reaction to call her that. He continued to try and bring her back, with tears streaming down his cheeks, before giving up and punching the wall as hard as he could, leaving a large dent and a small hole. He was breathing heavily. Maybe her way was the way to go. Maybe he should follow her into death. He looked slowly down at Dibbers and then at Evan. He wiped his eyes and turned away. He couldn't bare to see her like this. She was free now and he was still stuck here.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 12, 2005 12:33:08 GMT -5
"NO!, Wake up!!" Evander screamed,He fell to his knees and started coughing up blood.Evander grew bigger,He grabbed Dibbers shoulders and started to shake her. "Your..my best friend..." Evan cried as he began to fade. A tear streamed down His face and landed on dibbers cheek, She twitched slightly but didnt wake up. "She's still alive..,She never has been very good with potions..." Evan said relieved with a little smile. Evander turned to Leon and whispered.. "She will wake up soon...i can feel her heart beat growing stronger.." Evander and Dibbers had a connection, He knew she'd be ok. He could feel it in his own heart.
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Post by leon on Dec 12, 2005 12:39:09 GMT -5
Leon looked back at Evan and nodded. He sat down on the floor in front of the bed and waited for a sign that Dibbers was going to wake up. He cared about her. She was the only person that he actually cared about. As far as he was concerned any other person could just die but she was his little sister and he loved her. Love...that wasn't something that you could usually associate Leon with.
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Post by dibbers on Dec 12, 2005 12:45:47 GMT -5
Dibbers started to stir and her eyes moved slightly, Evander realised that his eyes were still full of tears. He quickly wiped them away, No way do i want to look like a wetta... he thought to himself. Dibbers Slowly opened her eyes, Tears of blood streamed down her face. This time they were thicker and Redder than ever before, "I failed...again... Maybe im just ment to suffer in this life.." Dibbers whispered. Evan stayed silent as he fell to his knees, He kneeled forward and rest his head on the bed.
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Post by leon on Dec 12, 2005 12:56:36 GMT -5
Leon closed his eyes and sighed deeply. She was fine. He slowly stood up and walked towards the door. "Please...don't try that again..." he said softly before walking back to the quiet tranquility of his own room. He didn't want her to see him crying. He sat down on the bed and put his head in his hands. A few teardrops fell onto the floor before he put his head on the pillow. We're all meant to suffer... he thought to himelf, That's why it's called a curse...
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Post by dibbers on Dec 12, 2005 13:10:21 GMT -5
Dibbers watched Leon walk out and then stood up off of the bed, "I'll stop unwanted guests..." She whisperes. Evan crawled up onto the bed and lay there silently whilst watching Dib, He saw her take a blade out of her Black box on the floor and slice her hand. She used her blood to Write an old spell on her door. She chanted a few words and then watched a black and red mist form around the door. "now only us two may enter.." she said softly to Evan. Dibbers started writing And drawing on her walls with her bleeding hand as Evan lay on her bed motionless.
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Post by Rox/ Kyli/Jamie/Keiran/Kris on Dec 12, 2005 13:11:59 GMT -5
Jamie heard the screams of Evan and Leon, and knew that Dibs must have done something pretty irrational to make Leon yell like that. He quietly ran, still as a shadow wolf, into the house, and he bounded up the stairs into Leon's room, and sat quietly by his bedside. He let out a whimper before racing into Dibs room, and seeing Evan and Dib. Oh great....now I can see Evan....oh well.... He thought to himself. He went over to Dib's side, and let out a soft whimper, and sat, watching her.
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